"Go ahead, Shanshan." That's what I want to tell myself. I know that I can't just live like this, always want others to save me, but I never thought about how I can save myself. I thought about what should I do lately. I still want to go to Japan, want to be with Mr.Carrot. But, I can't wait for Mr.Carrot to give me a future, a life. I haven't work hard enough, Mr.Carrot is not GOD. If I really love him, want to be with him, I have to work harder. | “加油,珊珊。”這是我現在很想對自己說的一句話。我覺得自己已經不能再這樣生活下去了,總是在找別人來拯救自己,可是自己從來沒有想過要怎樣救自己。這段時間自己還是好好的想了一下,我還是想去日本,還是想和正在一起。可是,我不能只單獨一方面的等待正來給我一個將來,一個人生。我自己不努力,正不是神。如果真的愛他,想和他在一起,自己也要努力。 我對將來的計劃,有兩個打算,現在應該好好寫下來: A 計劃: (人在美國) ~~日本工作/日本公司工作/最終目標去日本 ~~1。日語學習(一年時閒,達到四級) ~~2。英語學習(一年時閒,考TOEIC) B 計劃: (人在中國) ~~PR和廣告傳媒類工作/日本公司/最終目標去日本 ~~1。日語學習(一年時閒,達到四級) ~~2。英語學習(一年時閒,考TOEIC) ~~3。積累工作經驗 加油。加油,加油。 |
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