Things like this really bothers me. Life is just not as easy as in US. I can't get on facebook, google, youtube and I can't even upload pictures? Anyway....
Finally, I had chance to be without my parents last night. My cusions took me out for diner and some drinks. It was nice to hangout with same age people and talk about things that we actually want to talk about. Both of my cusions are from my mom's side. One is 30 and one is 28. I remember my grandma use to say how lucky I am to be the only girl in the family. Even my cusions are younger than me but as a man, they had to take care of me. So, they paid my diner and drinks, and picked me up from home and dropped me off after. I am not sure if my dad's side of cusions will do that 'cause they are less close to me.
I still can't wait for Mr.Rrabbit to come because being with my parents 24/7 is a little bit too much for me. I just want to be alone sometimes, or not being asked or told what to do next. I thought the time will pass fast after I come back, but not really. It has been very slow. Not that I don't want to be with my parents, but few hours per day is good enough.
I also can't agree on the way Chinese parents care of their child. My mom was reading a note that she wrote few years ago, and in the note, she said that she NEEDS me. I later told her that as much as I understand her feeling, NEED is a big and heavy word. I don't like to hear that word from anyone. I don't NEED anyone and I don't want anyone to NEED me.
Maybe that's the culture difference and maybe I am just use to being alone and not be bothered by others. I think I was meant to be living away from them. Things really all happen for reasons.