If I smoke by myself, no one will know. Mr.Carrot won't know either, but I feel it is one kind of cheating. I don't want lie to Mr.Carrot about anything. And I want to prove to myself that I am a good person and can be strong.
I found out how music has great power now. I love R&B/SOUL now, I love the songs which touch my heart, and I feel my soul is gone with the music, across ocean and go into another soul.
Winter is finally here, cold air touch my naked face. Lips' skin is coming off because of too dry, kind of hurts. No snow's winter is colder than ever. Maybe it is because you are not here. I warm myself up with believe and love in you.
Future will come, hope dreams will come true too.