Miss popular showed me few old pictures of me few days ago. I suddenly felt old. I am really getting old. I don't know what changed on me, but I can tell I am different. Even now I still have the same long hair as before, I still feel old. The lines around my eyes are more than before when I look into the mirror. I know why I am getting old, how many times that I had cried, and hoe many times my heart breaks in this past two years? After all the sadness, I should be old. The worry line between my eyebrows are not going anywhere. Even when I have no emotion in my heart, I still looked like I am worried about things. Maybe I should stop smoking. The fine lines are coming out on my forehead, looked like I am drying out. I remembered the French photographer who told me smoking age woman fast, the age of the skin will get old 6 years faster.
Mr. Carrot talked about Miss popular, says he is worried for friend Mr. Nice, worried about Mr.Nice gets hurt. I rather not to think about all those complicated human relationship problems, wish I won't live to worried about what others' think . Mr. Carrot asked me:" Miss popular invited Mr.Nice to go clubbing with her. Why?" Why? I don't know why, I never heard it from Miss popular either. Mr. Carrot said Miss popular must be up on somethings. Really? I don't know. I rather believe Miss popular and Mr. Nice are just friends.
Mr. Young should already get use to life without me. As long as he doesn't see me, he won't remember the past, he should be happy. That should be a wonderful thing. I believe it deeply, without me, Mr. Young is living very happy and his dreams will come true soon too. Sadly, I envy him.