I got email from PDS about 12 days ago. PDS said they want to interview me in NYC if I can't be in Japan. This might be the best news so far in 2006. I was very happy. And, Mr.Carrot got the same email as well. If we both get accepted, we might be able to work together. The day I got email was the 1st which was my dad's birthday. I think my dad gave me a good luck.
After 11 days of waiting, Mr.Carrot got a second email from PDS which simply said the interview will start at end of Jan. But I didn't get any email. Kind of worried, but I am telling myself it because I won't be in Japan. But, I am still worried 'cause I really want to go to Japan. I want to leave US. I have been here for almost 10 years, but I felt I have been making mistake for the whole time. I want to have a new start. New start for everything.
Can I really have the happiness that I want? I tell myself that of cause I will have my happiness but why I need to tell myself? I will be 27 new year, I am sacred.