I got email from PDS about 12 days ago. PDS said they want to interview me in NYC if I can't be in Japan. This might be the best news so far in 2006. I was very happy. And, Mr.Carrot got the same email as well. If we both get accepted, we might be able to work together. The day I got email was the 1st which was my dad's birthday. I think my dad gave me a good luck. After 11 days of waiting, Mr.Carrot got a second email from PDS which simply said the interview will start at end of Jan. But I didn't get any email. Kind of worried, but I am telling myself it because I won't be in Japan. But, I am still worried 'cause I really want to go to Japan. I want to leave US. I have been here for almost 10 years, but I felt I have been making mistake for the whole time. I want to have a new start. New start for everything. Can I really have the happiness that I want? I tell myself that of cause I will have my happiness but why I need to tell myself? I will be 27 new year, I am sacred. | 12天前,我收到了PLAN.DO.SEE的電子郵件,說可以給我面試的機會,如果不能去日本,紐約也可以面試。這算是我2006年以來聽到的最好的消息了,真的高興得不得了。同時也得知正也收到了同樣的電子郵件,如果真的一切的一切都順利的話,我們説不定都可以在PLAN.DO.SEE工作。因爲收到的電子郵件的那天正好是12月1日,爸爸的生日,我想這都是爸爸給我帶來的好運氣。 在等待了11天后,正收到了PLAN.DO.SEE的回信,雖然只是簡單的說面試會在1月底開始,但我卻沒有收到這樣的回信。真的有些擔心,心裏面告訴自己因爲我的回信是英文的,所以他們沒有那麽快給我回信,但還是擔心。我真得很想去日本,很想離開美國。在美國這快要十年的時間,我成長在錯誤之中。想要一個重新的開始,所有一切的重新開始。 我真的可以得到幸福嗎?一邊告訴自己一定會得到自己的幸福,一邊卻那麽恐慌的問自己。明年我就要27嵗了,我覺得很害怕。 |
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